There is nothing nicer than fresh air, naked and a freshly showered self. Know what I mean? Like a clean towel and soft bed and just exfoliated skin, nothing better.

I have to say I am enjoying the alone time I have now. Its refreshing to just sit by myself, thinking, doing shit. Naked. The naked part rules.

I am procrastinating by first cleaning myself, and then the room. And putting on make up and heels. I am so swamped with work that my brain melted, shut down and went to lunch, I tried to write a paper today and ended up calling cars stupid. Whoo college.

I also forgot how sick I was today, until around nine am, when I realized I hadn't eaten more then three dumplings and some cheetos the day before. Apparently all the inhalers I am on kill appetite, which is not as appealing a side effect as one might think. Whate

I know, I know, see a doctor probably. Not really an option at the immediate moment.

So here is the deal, I ate a box of milk duds last week (the whole thing since I took myself on a date, fuck boys). My jaw hurt a little but the sweet goodness of milk duds convinced me to pull through and eat them all. My jaw hurt for a few days after. Doesn't hurt now, but my ear feels really really funny, kind of like my ear is high on pot? Really hard to describe, and I feel like I am on a boat. I don't get motion sickness, but I feel like if I did, I would be really sick right now. I like being on boats, I love the spins from drinking too much and pretending I am on a pirate ship. But I am aware that this probably isn't normal?

Anyone know what to do? Besides see one of those ear nose and throat docs? No fever or anything, except I know my immune system is way down for other reasons not connected.

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